i would just like to say that the post below was written late last nite when i was drunk and being a stupid girl. now that i'm sober and awake and reading it, i'm a little embarrassed about what i said, and i feel bad about some of the things i said concerning bob. but i chose to not go back and delete the post because i think what's written there is important for me to be able to look at and know that i do feel that way sometimes, regardless of the fact that it may be not be what i feel all the time. and it wasn't meant to make bob feel bad or feel guilty, or to even get upset about. this is my journal of sorts, and obviously the things i write about aren't always going to be roses and sunshine. then again, maybe some of the stuff i write about is too personal for my whole group of friends to be reading about. regardless, it's me, and c'mon, like i'm not complicated or anything!! :P

so to finish off, please don't be offended about that post, bob. i wuv u and i was just being me--dumb, too drunk, and blowing things out of proportion as per usual:)