yeah, so about that selfish bitch comment....i decided this past weekend that i spend way too much time thinking about myself and my problems, and i know that it's just something we do, but i just feel like i could be a better friend, a better sister, a better girlfriend, a better something, and i really want to be all those things. i just cant' help but worry about how everything is going to affect me, and it makes me sad to think that i'm going to go thru life concerned about myself the majority of the time. i know that's a really asinine thing to say because obviously i'm not a horrible person to other people, but dont' we all wish we could do more? i do.