so i had a dream last nite that was had a lot of stuff going on, but the only part that i can remember was at one point me and some guy who is completely unidentifiable were singing, and we were on this stage, with black lighting and we were covered in fluorescent body paint, and he was singing, and i was just kind of, um, rubbing my hands all over his chest and kissing his neck and basically just foreplaying with him while he sang. there was nothing sexual beyond kissing, but it was extremely arousing and weird. unfortunately that dream didnt' last more than about 3 minutes because then i woke up. hmm...interesting. but i do think at one point the guy singing was bob, but bob doesn't sing, so i think the guy turned into some other random person when i realized in my subconcious that bob would never sing on stage :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KATY MERRELL!!! geez girl, you're 22....that means you have no major birthdays left to look forward to until 30, 40, and then 50!!! wow, that's kinda a bummer, but just think, you have 8 years of fun-filled "youth" till you turn 30, 18 years of being a mature, grown up woman till you turn 40, AND 28 years of denying your age till you turn 50!!! that's some agenda, eh?? anyway, happy birthday and i hope you have a great one! i heart you!!!!

ATTENTION BTOWN-ERS:
we're celebrating the wonderful day in history when a miss katherine merrell joined the world this THURSDAY!! we're going out to dinner and possibly out to the bars afterwards, if time permits so come join us in the HOO RA and GALAVANTING about!!!!!

i just wanted to take this opportunity to say: I LOVE YOU BOB!!!! you're my best guy:)

i think the highlight of my spring break was being in the car with palmer when we spotted elvis standing on the side of 31 and then saw a clown driving around in a car (alas, there was only one in the car). AND that my aunt had a sticker on her shirt later that day that said "i hugged a clown today." i was so tempted to ask her if i could take that sticker and when nick comes to btown, wait till he's asleep, then put it on his forehead. but i restrained myself;) oh clowns and elvis...when am i going to see the easter bunny?? :P

i'm not ready to go back to school, i barely had a break at all!! :-\ oh well. i'm in a horrible mood right now, and i really dont' know why. maybe it's because i'm tired, maybe it's because my apt smells like feet, or maybe it's because people just annoy me (and NO KATY, I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU:P). i was talking with a good friend over spring break, and i realized that i have little tolerance left for people who dont' think about anyone but themselves. i mean, i know we're all selfish sometimes, and we deserve to be. but there are just too many people in the world who think about themselves entirely too much. i like to think that i'm not one of those people, but maybe you have a different opinion;) if so, good for you because you're entitled to that!

i just don't get much out of a relationship with a person who's scope of thinking and ponderance doesn't go beyond themselves, or much beyond themselves anyway. i guess i just wish some people, more so the ones in my life, would just stop and think for a bit about how they affect others with what they say or how they act. i know i could do that more myself, but i suppose it's just a matter of taking people how they are:)