ah, it's here again...the dreaded valentine's day. i guess i have much to be grateful for, because i have lots of people around me that i love and cherish. but i can't help but hate the whole point of this holiday. all's im' saying is that it shouldn't take one day out of the whole year for you to show appreciation and love for others....that should happen all year! but i understand sometimes we get wrapped up in ourselves and forget to tell those closest to us how much they mean to us. so i will end with a great quote from garth brooks:
"somewhere other than the nite
she needs to hear 'i love you'
somewhere other than the nite
she needs to know you care
she wants to know she's needed,
she needs to be held tight
somewhere other than the nite."

kind of relevant, eh?? HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE:):) I HEART YOU!

i realized tonite that i really hate going to bed alone. i mean it's not even about having a guy there...it could be a roommate or the homeless man on the couch...a guy is significantly better than a homeless man, but you get the point. i'm fine during the day if i find myself alone, i rather enjoy my alone time. but there's just something about going to sleep by yourself....doesnt' make a lot of sense, does it? nights just seem to be very lonely times if you have no one there. well, i guess it just boils down to that whole co-dependance thing. i don't really know. but at least mike understands my coil if no one else does:) argh, i just hate feeling shit like this, but i can't help but be pathetic, so at least let me wallow for a few, aight? and it was almost a perfect day.........oh well. diva

i gotta say it has been such a good day today....me and bob walked to class together, i got my paper done on time, ROB BROUGHT ICE CREAM CAKE:), i get to be kate's date tonite;), i got to talk to my daddy today... i'm in a great mood:)
i was just thinking the other day about how hard it is to meet new people in the situations that i find myself in the most (class, boo), but i've gotten to be sort of friends with this girl in one of my classes (yeah, huge knob = me) and she's really nice and fun to talk to and it just makes me happy that there are nice people left in this world who are friendly to people they don't know. i wish there were more of those people out there, and i'm sure there are, but being me and being extremely shy around folks i don't know, it's a big challenge to just be outgoing and step out of my comfort zone (ahh, too much class, it's wearing off into my social life!!) and meet new people. so that's my brilliant blog for the day! :)

i think if i hear the osbournes theme song one more time, i will explode

um, yeah, i think if i keep having these crazy work-filled days any longer, i will die. how am i ever going to make it in the real world?? yeah, i think i'll just find myself a hole, crawl into it, and sit until the day of reckoning, which may not be too far away, what with the war and everything. hmm, "war, what is it good for? absolutely nothing." i just picture jackie chan singing that line and all is well again

i just watched an extremely sad movie, but really good nonetheless...i am sam. great flick, go rent it!